Contains lots of anger. You have been warned.

Posting because I just found out I have 666 posts and I just saw Paranormal Activity 2 (YES PARANORMAL ACTIVITY TWO AND NOT THREE) so I’m scared and shit and I don’t want anything to do with devil crap. NAW HAHA KIDDING LAWL.

I just wanna bitch out. I love you Tumblr. Haha.

Why do people even like you? You are such a backstabbing bitch. I mean seriously. I don’t have a lot of friends and I even end up losing some of the few friends I have. Because I’m honest. Sure, maybe it is a problem because I’m too frank and I end up hurting people. But my intentions have always been clear. I tell the truth not to hurt people but to help in rectifying mistakes or for the sake of honesty. You know that word? Honesty? Why don’t you look it up sweetie. Won’t have your picture on it though. Yours is in way way down in the lying-motherfucking-backstabbing area. Oh does a word even exist for that? Let’s just use your fucking picture instead!  I am totally at a loss as to how you can even have friends. And you know, when you open your mouth, you end up offending me. Seriously. Why utter words at all if they are meant to pierce at another’s heart? When a lot of people told me I looked good, you stood up and told me to my face how ugly I was.

I’m not writing this down here because I’m afraid to tell you to your face. I’m not like you. I’m putting it here because I know that when I am able to free myself of all the anger and the pain you’ve caused me, I will be okay. And by God’s grace, I will forgive you. I don’t need to confront you. I don;t even need to let you know.I don;t know if this is wrong. Maybe it is. But I can honestly say that after venting out all the pain I’m feeling, I will no longer carry it in my heart. No more feelings stuck inside. No more anger and pain and misery to eat me. No. Because I won’t let you eat up all the happiness inside of me. I am a sun. And no matter how hard you rain, I will light the sky, bitch. I will light the mother fucking sky.